sitting around the other day and recounting some of life's recent happenings truly made me realize how desperately we need GOD! not onyl dow e need becasue this is a fallen world and life is tough and He's got love for us, but we NEED God because without God there is some "good" and "bad" - but truly only death for eternity. the trip came for me when it became apparent that we need God but he simply desires us with His being. it a relationship of need on mans behalf and desire on God;s behalf - but God relentlessly showed/shows us he wants us. It is humbling because God gave His son for His desire for relationship and i am struggling to relinquish the things in my life to/for Him. it is perplexing because God wants us to receive His love and enter into deeper and deeper relationship when we struggle and fight this call when we truly need God and all he has to offer.
I am pretty pissed at how much i give and have given back to God despite me necessity for Him and His sacrifice for me and others around me. I guess i am sharing this because i hope we can all realize more and more how we need God and how He truly desires us. I believe that the more we, or i come to grips with with true discipleship and the unquestioned following of Christ and all He desires to allow me/us to journey on I/we will truly live. What a gracious God who offers us Discipleship and life when it is the exact thing we need!
I had a blessed time with u in town momma T! we hope of living in community with u two and hope it sooner than later.
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